I saw a post online the other day and it said you can’t beg God to heal you and stay loyal to what’s killing you. I do think that everyone struggles with something and absolutely none of us are perfect. This is why we have Jesus. But how often do we do this? Beg for something to be taken from us and continue to turn back to it and end up where we started. I think it’s about total surrender and obedience. If we are going to ask God for help we also have to be willing to do what He says.